Christmas 2010


Tale of Christmas at Maharani’s House..

Tis.. was a day before Christmas.  Everyone in Maharani’s house was sleeping including her little Princess Brittle, who has been known to get into things that one can never imagine…..All of a sudden Maharani hears a knock at her door.  Curious and annoyed why someone would come to her house so late.  She draws the curtain and does not see anyone at her front door. Trying to be really quite, Maharani follows the knock.  She first goes to the front door and none is there. She hears the knock again and she goes to her bedroom door and no one is there.  Now the knock is getting louder and Maharani is getting annoyed because she does not want anyone to wake up the last door to be checked is the sliding glass door.  To her surprise it is St. Nick.  She was really happy to see him since he has not come to Florida since her children were 7 and 5. Maharani hurries up and opens the door and very excited to hug him.

Staring at Maharani with the look of annoyance St. Nick said to Maharani, “It would have been nice if you had a chimney so that I can park my sleigh on top of your house.  Instead I had to park in your backyard, and knock on this glass door.  You know I have to be very careful. I don’t want anyone to hear that I have come to deliver present for all those good boys and girls.” Maharani said, “Well Santa first of all this is Florida there are not many houses here with Chimneys.” Maharani gracefully opens sliding glass door wide enough to let St. Nick in and he makes his way to her couch.  His weight is so much that one side of her couch flips up and Maharani ask St. Nick to sit in the middle of the couch so that when the couch breaks it wont make so much noise.

St. Nick with curiosity looks over to the couch and there is a brown fur ball on her couch as Princess Brittle rolls on her back and starts to snore. St. Nick says, “Ah! Is that the new reindeer you were going to buy me?” Maharani smirks and says, “Sorry St. Nick that is my Princess Brittle. You see I looked for a reindeer for you but could not find one but I did find Princess Brittle, she is a great guard dog she barks and hides under my bed.  So if you want a noise maker you can adopt her but for now she is quite comfortable here. But if you really want her I will give her to you but I can not be for certain that she wont hide all of the time because your reindeers are scary but Rudolph… she is really scared of his nose.” St. Nick looked very disappointed and said, “Perhaps you can try again next year because one of my reindeers has been drinking too much eggnog at Christmas and he has been slowing down all of the other reindeers and I need a replacement.” Maharani looked down and said, “I will pray that we find a replacement for you for next year.” St Nick and Maharani sat in silence with the aroma of cinnamon tickling their noses.

St. Nick looked around and said, “Your home looks so festive with all these lights and your children are really grown up, but what are you really doing just sitting here with tissues on that table in the middle of the night?” Maharani looked at St. Nick with sadness and tears in her eyes, “You see St. Nick.  There is so much that I want to give to people on Christmas Day, but it has been difficult the economy has not been at its best and this has caused so many people including my self to feel sad and concerned how they will make it through the holidays.  I tried really hard to give.” St. Nick looked at Maharani with is one eye brow to his forehead, “Really? What have you tried?” With a sigh, Maharani explained, “This has been going on since last year.

First my good client Cheryl promised me cookies which I would have only given to my youngest son because he loves cookies.  Then, this year my good client Onur promised me a sweat shirt would I would have given to my oldest son because he loves those colors.  Also my good friend Robert promised me Lavender plants and my good client Carol promised me lavender seeds which I would have given it to my mom since she loves lavender.  But most of all my good friend Donna promised me a rich man who would take care of me so that I can have enough money to buy gifts for all my clients, my children, my friends and my neighbors.  But none of it happened. And I am so sad.” Maharani began to cry..

St. Nick reached over to Maharani and held her hand and said, “You see, Christmas was not created to give gifts to each other but it was a gift.  A son was born it was about God giving us a gift of his son who would later sacrifice him self for the sins of the people.  To show what compassion, love, and glory is all about.  I was only hired on because I was standing at the unemployment line with my reindeers and I was famished for food.  God felt sorry for me because I begged him that I would die if I did not have something to eat and I don’t have a heart to steal.  So God said, “Ok son. You will have a very important job which is to make every child on this Earth happy.  But there are a couple of things you need to do. Which is to make sure every wish is fulfilled by boys and girls all over the world.  You must ride your sleigh in the cold weather, blizzard and rain and every house with a chimney you must go down to deliver the present no matter how difficult it gets and no matter how cold it is.  That is the sacrifice you will make in turn I will give you a place to stay, food to eat, a woman to love, helpers to make wishes come true and in the summer, you can go into the ocean and swim with the seals.” So I made a deal. I have had the same job for so many years, that some people do not understand the real meaning of Christmas and it saddens me.” Maharani, looked at St. Nick with a tear in her eyes and said, “I am so sorry I asked for anything, I really do understand that Christmas is not about gifts so having said that, can I have a wish?” So St. Nick looked up waiting for a sign.

After some time he looked in his bag, and said, “I am sure God will grant wishes this Christmas but your wishes are too long sometimes and I have to go by Christmas morning and besides I can keep your son and Princess Brittle sleeping that long.” Excited, Maharani reaches for St. Nick and begins to hug St. Nick. Then jumps on the couch and says, “I promise I won’t take to long”.  Maharani got her note pad out sits in a folding position and begins to read all the questions that her clients had for her….


First on Maharani’s  list was Natasha who was very sad that she did not have “life partner”.  So Maharani said to Santa, “Natasha wants to know when she will meet her life partner?” Santa scratched at his beard, took his hat off and sighed and said, “Well, it depends what she considers a partner.  Partner can be a male, a female, a dog like your self, a tennis partner, or gym partner. It all depends upon her taste.” For a moment he was quite and Maharani stared at him with confusion as he began to finish his thought, “If Natasha wants someone she can share her life with she has everyone around her but if she is looking for someone to marry then it will take some time because Natasha still has yet to find a perfect person this is because she may be attracting exactly what she desires not what she needs.  To find someone that will share her life. She must achieve three things: One is find a balance in her life and she must be fair to her self as well as others. Second, she must not allow gossip in her life and there is a trip she needs to go on which is going to be delayed and lastly she must heal pass old pain and hurt from other people so that she does not carry around baggage from old relationships.” Santa then looks into his hat then into his bag and says, “Natasha has 8 months to get her life straightened out because in the month of August or July she could have this opportunity, but only if she is dedicated to the tasks that God has set out for her.” St. Nick reached for foot stool and got comfortable.


Second on her list was Velda, who had a very odd question for St. Nick.  Though Maharani was confused with the question, Maharani asked the question any ways.  With hesitation Maharani said to Santa, “A very dear client in Florida asks if there is any thing significant happening in her life in 2011?” Santa replied, “Welllllll…. She could get in her car and drive but she does need to be clearer.” Santa scratched him self on the belly since the suite was kind of itchy in Florida. And Santa said…”hmm.. Before anything can happen some things must be stopped…. First she must control her emotions, take time to rest and be a little stronger in her convictions; however, she has some obsessive tendencies that must be placed under control.  It could be drinking, eating, anything that she is doing that God would not approve because she is confused or distraught must be stopped because it shows God signs of weakness.” Santa began to rub his hands together and asked Maharani, “Got some eggnog?” Santa continued as he took a sip of the eggnog and said, “Furthermore, wishes can be granted but I am looking at 17 days to months but it will take her some time to relax and believe in Gods work.” Santa said to Maharani “did you put liquor in this eggnog because it takes awfully sweet like rum.” Maharani giggled and said, “Santa you know I don’t drink.” He nodded and smiled. 



Third on Maharani’s  list was Melinda, though she had a question about her relationship.  Something told Maharani that there is something wrong with the question. Unsure what to say or how to say it, with uncertainty Maharani said to Santa, “Melinda asks if her and her boyfriend would get back together.” Santa jerked his glass of eggnog and almost spit out what he was drinking with his blue eyes wide open and said, “She does not understand that right now she can not be worried about men in her life because she has a higher calling which is called Destiny, and no matter what she wants Destiny is much more powerful than relationship.  The harder she tries the more difficult it will be until February 5, 2011.” Maharani sighed because she knew that is not what Melinda wanted to hear but Maharani also knew that this is why her intuition was guiding her the way it was and Maharani said to Santa with disappointment, “What is her destiny?” Santa said, “Well, we are going to do it your way even though they don’t celebrate Christmas that much in India I will give to you exactly the way you would understand it…. 

“Melinda is currently going through some difficult lessons of Shani.  Which also a sign of Karma and Dharma and will continue this phase until February 2, 2011.  There will be a younger man that will play a major role in Melinda’s life in the future.  He is a sales man or someone who promotes something, who will help her soar in her financial and career life or that Melinda herself, will have great success in her own business ventures through self promotions. Its time for Melinda to get creative in every business venture.  However, if Melinda’s eyes are not open there will be a man that will be dishonest with her and may take an advantage of her.  He may be in sales or even younger than her.” Maharani says, “Well that is not the version I would understand that’s not from the Vedic Scriptures.” Santa burped, and said, “Ops, yea that is the Western Version.” Santa then reaches in his bag and takes out a note and begins to read, “At this time Melinda will gain inner peace from contact with Earthy people by attending to practical things, perhaps tending to a house or garden.  Physical labor and exercise will help relive stress and enable her to see things in proportion.  There is much pleasure to be derived from appreciating simple things in life.  Satisfaction in her life will be gained from small jobs through perseverance but it means. Melinda will have to work hard and attend to the details of her life.  AT this moment Melinda needs to be patient and approach people and situation with gentleness and gratitude.  If she does not do this there will be dispense of jealousies and frustrations and Melinda will have to learn the value of personal sacrifices.  But as far as relationships are concerned her destiny will over power her desires.” Santa then too off his glasses and cleaned them with his handkerchief and put them back on.  


The fourth on Maharani’s list was Pauline. With a smile on her face Maharnai she was excited to say to Santa, “This is a good one Santa all Pauline wants to know is what her Destiny is?” Santa began to clear his throat and said, “Hmm, you want the ghetto version or you want an honest answer?” Maharani, crinkled her face and with frustration and said, “Of course I want honest answer.” Santa abruptly got up.  Place his hands behind his back looking down and began to pace as he said, “Pauline, what a lovely woman she kind of reminds me of my wife, she has slick black hair and a sensitive eyes, what more can I say?” Maharani gets agitated and says, “Santa please don’t be funny we don’t have much time.” Santa continues to pace back and forth and says, Ok, Ok, well the lovely Pauline has been going through some communication and thinking process and this will continue until February 13, 2011.  She can have great success if she is using her mind to do the things she needs to do.  Even if Pauline decides to be a writer, or a speaker delivering knowledge, she will get recognize for everything she can do.  But ultimately her goals should be to teach other people. Or start a Radio show like you did Maharani. She has the power to deliver a lot of information.  However…” Santa than begins to scratch his head, and says, “But your view Maharani would be that she is taking on too many commitments and Pauline’s oppression will wear her down.  Perhaps even taking on or running a business that takes every moment of Pauline’s time and she may be doing too much overtime. Like me Maharani, I do a lot of over time at Christmas.  But she may not find excitement or satisfaction that she once had and there is no time for personal energy or creativity. She may even detach her self from spiritual or moral reasons due to the understanding of purpose than work it self. See.. Maharani my purpose at Christmas is to eat cookies got any?” Maharani says, “Organic.” Santa, looks at her with disgust and says, “No thank you”


The fifth on Maharani’s list was Grace. Maharani looked at the name two times because she could not believe that Grace even had any questions for Santa. But to fulfill her promise to Grace, with a soft pitch. Maharani asked Santa,“ There is a very sweet client who is a excellent student and I pray she becomes a Dentist so that I can get free exams so Santa can you tell Grace what her destiny is in the next 60 days because she never had a Destiny reading with you before?” Santa asks, “Could I have a mirror first?” Maharani gets up and goes to the bedroom and grabs a mirror to give to Santa.  Santa then looks at the mirror and says, “Hmm. My teeth really need some work.  You think Grace can give me a free dental plan too? But I think I may have to finance it since God flips the bill.” Maharani smiles and says, “She might just give you that if you give her the destiny reading you promised.  She might even let you pay .10 cents a month for the rest of her life it if it is good.” Santa looks in the mirror again and says, “Hmm.. that’s sounds like a plan but…beautiful Grace is going through lessons in her life which are very important.  This phase began for her at the beginning of this month and will continue until February 23, 2011.  One thing you don’t understand Maharani is that for the next three months she has great intuition and organization skills which will serve a purpose for her self and other people.  She knows things before it will happen and she will rule her life in the next 60 days with her intuition but she may become very high strung and irritated. She will also be a great communicator often times she acts like a mother or plays a mothering role. But Vedic reading has great respect for her because for the next 60 days.  She will develop qualities of independence, creativity and warmth. Grace will be completely open and straightforward and detest people who employ subtleties and ticks to get what they want.  Those who befriend Grace in the next 60 days will find her very loyal and loving friend who provides both a strong shoulder to cry on and practical help in crisis. Grace can be very passionate, impulsive, quick tempered in her rages but it never last long Grace will be very incapable of holding a grudge.  She sounds like a perfect woman for me, especially holding a grudge.  Since I do tend to complain a lot when I am famished. Do you think you can feed me now since I have been trying to make your wishes come true for the past 3 hours and you have not fed me a thing?” Maharani got up and tried to make Santa a sandwich. Santa shouted, “Don’t you dare put that curry sauce in my sandwich.” Maharani put her hand up to her mouth and said, “shhhh”


The Sixth on Maharani’s list was Roberta.  Maharani does not hear from Roberta that often but when she does, Maharani is glad to have met her. With sentimental voice she reads to Santa what Roberta had asked, “Santa Roberta wants to know when she will have a lasting relationship?” Santa sat down and tried to sit in a folded position but could not fold his legs because of the suit and tried to meditate.  All Maharani could do is laugh, and said to Santa, “all jokes aside could you please answer this question for Roberta, she is really good.” Santa said, “I know, I was just joking because I do believe she has a lasting relationship already but she does not see it.  That relationship is with God, however she often chooses human beings and giving them a benefit of the doubt rather than allowing the process to take place there for God is asking her to look at her past more deeply and she must stop looking at the past in glory or resentment rather she must look at the lessons of the past.  She must look at opportunities of the present stay committed to financial situations, people places and things. Roberta also has a new financial opportunity that needs her attention but for now she needs to rest and relax.  She may receive an invitation of some kind that will give her an opportunity to be with someone of her own liking but the minute she becomes obsessed or co-depended to the situation then God will surely snatch it away.  Only because God really wants her not to make the same mistakes as she has done and she must also stop looking for people on the internet or things that are not tangible because it is a lie. God will give her at least 7 months or the month of July 2011, to get her self together if she does not than she will have to wait.  Then again there is always me oh wait I am taken.” Maharani smiled and said, “So what are you saying, he said, Roberta has to be impendent completely of people, when the time is right and when she is fully involved in commitments of things that will give her the financial security and feeling of accomplishment is when this will happen but it will be by chance.” Santa than asked if she has Monopoly. Maharani nodded yes and goes to find it and Santa said , “stop Dominos will do just fine since you are keeping me from my work.”  



The seventh on Maharani’s list was Travis.  Maharani was very perplexed and sad about Travis’s wish which was “When will I meet my soul mate?” But she could not ask Santa, just yet because Santa had to go deliver presents in the middle of the night to all the good boys and girls and left Maharani and said, “I will be tomorrow afternoon after I have fulfilled my promise to make everyone’s wishes come true.” Maharani nodded in agreement and opened the door to her sliding glass door and let Santa out.  As he rushed to his sleigh, trying to straighten out his suit.  The reindeers hissed and Rudolph lit his nose.  Santa then got  into his sleigh without saying a word and waving bye to Maharani and the sleight whisked into the sky like a plane taking off.

Maharani rushed into her home and sat back down because she still had some work to do and Travis’s questions needed extra time for pondering. With tears in her eyes Maharani searched forjournals which she shared with everyone on the concept of soul mates in March of 2010 andNovember of 2010, and read it over to see if there was anything confusing about it that Travis would not understand.  Perhaps it was too complicated or was it just that Travis may be going through some difficult times whereas something so simple is so complicated so she gathered her resources and looked at all advise she had given to Travis in the past and discovered that surely Travis is going through some difficult time and even the most simplest words would not be clear to him since the transit of his Destiny causes him to feel heartache when there is none.  Maharani knew this was a answer that she could no longer answer because not only has it been answered and shared by Maharani so many times but it was no use to continue to try to explain something to a person who is going through a difficult time.

Maharani waited for Santa to come back.  The time to Maharani seemed an eternity and all of a sudden she heard a loud noise which seemed like a car crash.  Maharani rushed to her back yard only to discover that Santa had crashed into her fence.  Maharani ran to Santa’s sleigh to make sure he was alright while uncovering the wood from the fence.  The reindeers were covered in dirt and Rudolph had a Maharani’s Jasmine plant on his head.  Worried, and concerned, Maharani said, “Santa! Are you alright?” Santa looked at Maharani with frustration, and said, “See my dear I told you to have a chimney but ..” Santa then shook off the dirt and came through the sliding glass door shedding dirt through Maharani’s kitchen and living room.

Once again Santa sat down at the corner of Maharani’s couch and the couch once again flew up.  Maharani said, “Santa, I think you will be more comfortable if you sat in the middle of the couch.” Santa moved over and said, “Ok, where were we?” Maharani said, “We were making wishes come true for Christmas.” Santa than took off his hat and shook off the dirt. 

In tears Maharani said, “Travis would like to know when he will meet his soul mate?” Santa, looked at Maharani with shock as his blue eyes almost popped out his face and said to Maharani, “Did you not explain this already to your people?” Looking down, Maharani replied, “I did but Travis does not understand.  No matter how much I explained.  But Santa he is going through such a difficult time until January that no matter how much I explain it, it won’t matter because of his sadness. I am sorry.” Santa reached over to Maharani’s hand and said, “Its not your fault but lets see what I can do.” Santa than moves his legs on the couch so that he is in a sleeping position and places his hands on his head and says, “Before anything Travis first has to understand the what it means about soul mates and since he does not and has mistaken it for relationship that is long lasting which understanding, loving and stable.  I can only let him know what he has to do to attract a person that meets these qualities.  First of all Travis has to stop looking as the past in the negative terms rather he must look at the past as lessons learned.  God will make sure the past does not come back to him and give him all the strength he needs to let go of the past. Second, he must stay away from people who lie to him and confuse with false prophecies and things that just are not real. Third Travis must look at life much more optimistically which is only causing him illusions, negative thinking and unhappiness. But Travis fears change he does not want to make any changes and is afraid if he makes too many changes that things will not go well so he is not acceptable to change. He also depends that things will stay the same and some miracles can happen.  Which it can but he is way too emotional with scattered to make this happen.  But no one wants anyone that is too emotional and unhappy.  No one wants someone that carries baggage and its yearning for things from the past and not open to change. Most of all no one wants to be anyone that is obsessed and using thing or doing things that even God would not approve. Having said that, God is asking Travis to stop complicating his life financially, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Everything that is happening is self created there is no vengeance. God is giving him until the first of the year to make these changes. He is giving Travis 5 months to get his financial life in order.  He is also asking Travis to stay away from anything that alters his moods like drinking, drugging, internet or anything that is not solving anything in his life. He is also asking him to lower his expectations of people and not to make it seem to people he knows things which he does not and be open to information. But most of all change his plans of life so that he does not continue to have power struggles with people.  The universe will give him four months to stop fighting change. So that he does not become hypocritical because no matter who tells him thing he does still not understand. God will make sure he is frustrated and things are delayed for him for 8 months until change comes or until Travis decides to make a change in his life.  The significant person will come into his life when does not make irrational choices and diminishes conflicts. But if he does not change his ways his equal or close to it may not come for at least 20 months.” Maharani sits in silence staring at the ceiling and within minutes she begins to hear a snore coming from Santa.  


As the night turns into day….

Maharani rushed back into her house knowing that Santa can not stay until 3pm. Since it would not be good to have her boys and her doggy sleep for that long, because when Santa come he tries to put all the good boys and girls and doggies and kitties and little creatures of God to sleep while he delivers their wishes.  The sun began to come up and in a panic Maharani Splashes water into Santa’s face and says, “Santa please wake up the sun is raising and you must go.  The reindeers are tired and Mrs. is waiting for you.” Santa rolls over on Maharani’s couch and almost falls over and says, “Five more minutes, I am dreaming of cookies, fudge and hot coco.” Maharani shakes Santa and says, “Please wake up Santa everyone is going to awake soon and see your sleigh, you don’t want that do you?” Santa jumps from the couch in a solute position and he shakes his face and his beard flies from one side of his face to another and says, “ No, No, and begins to pace and says, is there anything else I can do for you Maharani?” Maharani hugs Santa and kisses his red cheeks and says, “No Santa you have done enough.  May God bless you and I love you.” Maharani then escorts Santa out of the house to his sleigh and hugs every reindeer and tells them to take care of Santa because we need him.  Rudolph smiled and lit his red nose, as Santa jerked the leather strap of his reindeers and sleigh once again took off like a plane.

Maharani begins to walk towards her house while wiping away her tears sits back down on the couch.  She brings her hands together and prays, “God, I try really had to give things to my friends and family and my clients without asking for anything in return.  Only thing is that they ask.  But it seems to me that there were more people in sadness, yet they never asked for your guidance. I wish when a gift comes to them, they would appreciate that there are no strings attached only glimpse of what you give to me.  God, thank you for brining Santa to us this Christmas and I hope that you keep him very safe.  God I pray that people would be less depended on personal relationships and be more appreciative of what you have provided.  I also pray that each and every person spends a little extra time next year spending time with their children and family and not worry so much that they don’t have a love or relationships in their lives and to know that you will provide them when they are capable of having it not when they are in desperation. God thank you for loving us with your pure heart and giving to us a gift of love and free will and know that I can only hope that things get better for each and every one of us so that we take life in moderation not in obsession.” Maharani than lifted her head up. Lifted her doggy, and walked towards her son’s room to kiss him good night and whisper I love you in his ears as she closed the door behind her and headed to her room with Princess Brittle in her hand and closed the door.



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Partial Solar Eclipse January 2011

Partial Solar Eclipse


New Moon in Capricorn

By: Maharani Rutan©

(Archived for Capricorn for their Eclipses)

On January 4, 2011, we will have a partial solar eclipse of the sun at 3:50 am eastern time and 12:50am Pacific Standard time.   It will also embark a new moon in Capricorn at 4:02 am EST, and 1:02 PST. Unfortunately, unlike the lunar eclipse December 21, 2010, this eclipse will only be visible in European countries, North Africa and Central Asia.

According to the ancient translations the word January is adopted by the Romans to signify the God Janus who had two features which signified beginnings and endings and the past and the future. This is very welcomed during the eclipse energy to set the stage to let go of the old and welcome the new.

The eclipse is in the 13 degree of Capricorn, so people with Capricorn as well Cardinal signs (Libra, Aries, Cancer and Capricorn) including those that have Capricorn in their chart will be featured in their birth charts are more likely to be affected. Under this eclipse, people will want to turn their feelings into objective experiences. Before anything else there has to be action or some form of instant physical gratification before mental satisfaction.

Solar energy is peripheral, protective, shielding, and vigorous – and reflected and expressed from within our life force.  This eclipse provides us the energy to look at how we are using our possessions and resources and how these possessions or resources affect how we handle our every day lives. But more over, it also gives us energy to come up with a plan to entrust how we live daily. This eclipse will also allow us to look at our life to see where our plans are and to question its sustainability whether they are idealistic to serve everyone around or does it need to be re-mapped.

Eclipses always focus on change and it is mostly in the physical world manifested through our spiritual world.  Solar eclipse with a new moon forces us to start something new, to commit our selves to make plans.  It also allows us to be selective of events which come through preparation, decisions, exertion, to take ourselves to a higher plane. But our anxieties will be at its highest because the pressure of change will be on a crisis mode.

This eclipse will be very demanding for many people it is about new instruction and questioning what we are learning. This eclipse will bring rigid efforts, which will encompass responsibility, control and obligations.  It also energizes respect of others and to find balance and fairness in areas of relationships.  Many will be tested in the functionality of relationships, acknowledging their own faults and the attitudes which may have brought chaos, confusion and uneasiness in their lives.

Think back to July 11, 1991 and also January 4, 1992….the solar eclipse was at the same degree, what happened to you? What did you learn? How did it affect your life? What was being revealed what duties were going to have what were you going to give up or had to give up? What were your priorities and what was love? If you can’t remember that far back than similar energies were felt on July 7, 2009.  What were you thinking of leaving?

I can recall 1991 eclipse like it was yesterday. I had moved back from California to Florida and months later I found out I was pregnant and I went into premature labor with my first son on July 11, 1991 only to discover he did not want to come into this world until much later. In January 1992, we decided to move back to California to seek a fresh beginning. Being broke and unhappy thinking things would change which they did not only forced me to move back to Florida in November 1992 and found out I was pregnant again with my second soon who was born the following year. July 2009, my oldest son had announced he was leaving for college hundreds of miles away and trying to juggle my love life and my children seem impossible and I knew something had to give.  What I gave up hurt but what I gained was irreplaceable which was the truth which is blood is always thicker than water and family should always come number 1.

For me it was about children, new home, leaving the old brining a new life and finding out what is real and what is not.  Having said that perhaps you may want to consider are you leaving one life over the other? Are you plan on making grand changes to your life in 2011? Do you like what you are doing or where you are going or do you want to be doing exactly what you are doing months from now? Are the things you want in your life a fantasy or reality? I can tell you all I wanted was children and husband in the 90’s along with a white picket fence and over looking the ocean but I never looked at responsibilities and duties that follow the utopian family.  Who are you with is it real-Or a fantasy of a perfect person? Where do you want to go? Do you have enough resources to make it happen? What kind of job do you want? Is it something you can really do or wish to do? These are the very depths of the eclipse which will force you to reconsider these things.

But it perhaps the eclipse it has nothing to do with a child but it may even have to do with your job, home or family what ever it may be, but it is guaranteed to make some remarkable changes in a person’s life.  The most intensities will be magnified for those who have a birthday that falls on January 4 & 18, February 2, March 4, April 3 & 18, May 4, June 4, July 5 & 21, August 6, September 6, October 6 & 22, November 6, and December 5, this will be the most impacted eclipse of your life. Even though those people with birth date listed above will feel intense energy of the eclipse, it will also impact those 5 days before the dates listed above and 5 days after. Nevertheless cardinal signs will feel the intensity across the board no matter what dates are.

Even though the exact degree of the eclipse occurred in 1991 and 1992, there were some reactivating energy of what is to occur in our lives as it did 1990 through 1992 and 2000 to 2002.  This eclipse also touches the heart of cardinal eclipses that was activated last summer (July 7, 2009).  It questions our public and private lives, between feminism and masculine, father and mother and between responsibility and sense of belonging.

Though this eclipse is geared towards the cardinal signs, the fixed signs (Leo, Scorpio, Aquarius, and Taurus) will not be out the segment of the solar eclipse.  They too will be questioning their responsibilities against their freedom. This may cause many to tap on to their taboos of life to question their abilities of whom they are and what they are becoming. This could ultimately bring them great happiness, prosperity, assistance and bring into their lives people which could influence them to soar in their life in a different direction.  For fixed signs it will be gift of the energy of the celestial transformation that will help them appreciate the lessons that the eclipse has brought them.

The eclipse will surely bring intense energy and tension to question what is real and what is not as well as sacrifices of love, and relationships and those things that are valued.  It will bring consciousness of principles and the way we relate to the world around us to question our selves as to the honesty that we are putting into our selves.  To also question if we are being dishonest without our selves are we also being dishonest to others and how can we expect trust when we are not able to trust ourselves. Through this realization the experiences of past pain and introspection we will be given understanding forgiveness and healing.  There will be a reason why old relationships that are not beneficial will die.  If any relationship is toxic or not mature it will die also and the eclipse will give you the truth even if it hurts.

This 6-month period there is going to be unsettled energies.  However, for many it could even mean 3 to 3 & ½ years before any of this will come to fruitfulness. Its a time to focus on making peace, taking accountability and responsibilities of our own actions and knowing what is real and what is transparent. But it does not have to be all bad.  It can also mean new projects, new job, new experiences… anything that begins with the word “new” which represents the New moon and solar energy that bring light into our world.

Few days prior to the New Moon, known as the DARK MOON, energies are at their lowest ebb, in grounding for the new cycle to begin. Each New Moon signifies the opportunity to begin a new cycle in your life. Depending on the elemental quality of the sign in which the New Moon falls, energies on variable levels are heightened, be they spiritual, physical, mental or emotional.  The modality of the sign determines whether the emphasis is on conclusiveness, power or adaptability. This solar eclipse will bring out portions of healing, compassion, emotions, expressed needs, subconscious and reserve or quite side of you.


The Earthy New Moon brings a time of brightness and growing. It is a stage of individual completion, but also a time to investigate for the deeper meaning in what you’ve created. How can you assimilate your apparition into the world for the greater good of all? The New Moon signals a time of manifestation. There is an impulse to take accomplishment and begin something new, be it a small change in the way you approach your daily habits or a whole new path on your journey through life. The energy is right for making spontaneous moves and following your instincts. This is the time to act from your spirit and faith the process – take danger by the hand and feel the truth and not being afraid that it will go bad or go good.. What do you want to create in your life? What vision do you wish to manifest? The new begins a new cycle.  It is the seed of the beginning lunar cycle.

The New Moon is an asking (invocative) time, and a time to prepare what our needs are according to the opportunities available through this moon in Capricorn. The moon urges you to distinguish and respect the significance of the “other” – other people, other ideas, and other values. Relationships are of great importance at this time, and you feel a need to allocate, to combine, to partner, whether lovingly or through other channels. You are called upon now to work toward achieving balance – balance of your inner nature and outer personality, balance of your need to take with your ability to offer; stability of your ultimate ideals with what is possible in the world Capricorn Moon sets us straight up the mountainside toward our highest goals.

Dig in those hooves and get climbing! Reputation, success, go,go,go….. You can undertake anything. Love seriously, too. This is the time to produce, plead and be grateful, and to work on fruitfulness and success.   The energy will give highly prejudiced traits. There is a need to attempt to achieve and accomplish personal plans and ideals. There is a tendency tend to react impulsively and emotionally.

The Solar Eclipse energy forces modesty and self-respect in all things – thus there may be a tendency to hide emotions. Where as, emotional situations may become more serious, weighing the outcome of the words and actions. Some may prefer to be with people who are regimented and accurate.  The energy gives purpose, reasonableness and guidance.  This energy will also encompass the concepts of nature versus nurture.  Perhaps nurture may be chosen rather than nature by acknowledgement, achievements, encouraging them to persevere. This energy is feminine thus mother figure or a mother will be a disciplinary and respect will be forthcoming through order.

Because the moon in Capricorn produces energy which are realistic, self-discipline, vigilant, reserve, determined, reliability, determined, systematic practical, and Capricious, and its effects are heightened as a Solar eclipse, you may choose to recite a mantra every morning until the next moon cycle.

Remember that with all applications of psalms and mantras achieving the preferred result is depended upon the eminence of purpose, and when it comes to finding a fulfilling relationships and accomplishment, it is of the greatest importance to begin with a apparent understanding of what the aim should be. The mantras can be hard to pronounce for many but it is a powerful source of energy the mantra for Capricorn moon is:

Om Sri Shanaishwarya Namaha

(OM Sri Shan aish shwarya Namaha)

Solar Eclipse is:

“ Om Surya Namaha”

( Om Sur-ya Namaha)

Remember the 12 aspirations.  The intention of this mantra is to guard and protect and fulfill needs. It is my suggestion that you purchase a green candle and recite psalm 117 if you find the mantras too difficult.  Make sure you take the time to write down 10 aspirations and recite them every day and word them to say I can have…

Additionally please make a note that I am not an Astrologer nor do I claim to be.  The Vedic readings encompasses the energy of the environment, sun signs, moon signs and allows application which creates a pathway of choice.  Vedic reading always allows two different path one that is destined for you on a physical world and the one that you change.  Destiny is NOT written in pen rather a pencil with a larger eraser.  You choose the path of your own destiny.  And always keeping in mind that in this life there is no real yes or no’s because we don’t live in a vacuum.  There is also no perfect timing since time is universal created by humans to serve the purpose for a human not the universe as a whole.  For every action there will always be a reaction.  The reaction of our own deeds and action will either solidify or diminish our needs and wants through the process of understanding and embracing.

Always remember for the most accurate forecast of how the solar eclipse will affect you or even to get a glimpse of 2011 I would suggest you consult with my recommended astrologers such as Lee Stillwaters, Leslie Hale or Rex Estelle or you may choose an astrologer of your choice on my useful link page.

Also take into consideration not to make any permanent decisions and give your self extra time to travel and be careful not to be in a hurry because mercury is moving to its station and will not be direct completely until January 11, 2011 more so the relief will come on the 18th of January 2011. Read more about this period here.

Please note that starting January 04, 2011, after 8am EST, I will be accepting reduced price reading appointments. This will cover aeas of complex destiny, changeable destiny, Karmic pressure as well as spiritual impulsive lessons. This type of reading is only recommended for returning clients. I suggest that if you are a new client that you first have reading done on a topic and if it is a style that you can adapt to than set up an appointment to have a reading done by me. I will also be reducing my price for those who set up appointments with me or set up prior time to have a personal reading.

Please remember that there is a another Solar Eclipse on June 1, 2011, which will once again effect Mutual Signs which closes out once phase and open doors to new.  The Solar Eclipse on June 1, 2011, will question the eclipse of December 21, 2009, if you have closed chapters and learned the lessons of the eclipse energy.  Always have journal around for things that happen negative and positive so that you can understand the energy of the future.  Since everything in this world makes a circle to question and to see if you passed the test without egotistical motives through the test of the eclipse and celestial energies we are able to understand what the intentions are of the universe of us, since we are creatures of habit and habits are meant to be broken through change, acceptance, understanding, compassion, forgiveness, and love.

Wishing you a great 2011, and may the solar energies bring you blessings and love always….



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Lunar Eclipse 2010 & Full Moon in Gemini

Lunar Eclipse 2010


Full Moon in Gemini

On December 21, 2010 at 3:17 am EST, 12:17am PT we will have a Total Lunar Eclipse as well as the Winter Solstice at 7:04am EST, 4:40am with the full moon in Gemini at 29 degrees. For the first time in a long time the visibility will be prominent in eastern Asia, Australia, northwestern Europe, Africa and all of America.

People with mutable signs(Gemini, Sagittarius, Pisces and Virgos), will have difficulties unscrambling their self-image from their emotions, failing to recognize that someone or something is not what it appear and it is all a self image or a mirage rather than a emotional commitment.  During the eclipse the sun and the moon will play a significant role in the messages which are being delivered by this eclipse.  It is time to use these messages to make over something that is ended and start to build something new. Often times it means to continuously think over things until you are totally exhausted and finally make that choice with coherent thinking.

Many people will change their plans of the future by taking the time to look at all the things that have not worked in their lives to reach new goals.  Especially to look at what has held them back for so long to obtain their sublime bliss. Since the eclipse falls in ruler of Sagittarius/ Gemini we are seeking the truth through contemplation.  However, there needs to be consideration made that the eclipse is also in squaring Jupiter (Luck and expansion) and Uranus (change) the theme could bring some unexpected adjustment without warning and with it will come a new way of thinking which will be encompassed by compassion and spirituality.

This eclipse brings extraordinary prospects to bring to surface how we are with one another and questioning if our acts or reactions have met the higher good for all.  The eclipse energy brings Jupiter to focus where we bring spirituality into our lives and really clean up our act.  With Sagittarius also in the mix we are looking for the truth and seeking stability.

Eclipses always come in pairs-keeping in mind for everything that ends there are always a new beginning. This is the first series of eclipses which will capture the heart and soul of Sagittarius and Gemini’s.  During this time something could very well end and plan begin anew and may manifest for the partial solar eclipse on June 01, 2011.

Mutable signs (Gemini, Sagittarius, Pisces and Virgos) or those who have mutable signs in their charts will be obsessed to do things that interfere with our emotional satisfaction or chasing after their desires while wasting their talents and skills trying to balance a war between their emotions and their ambitions.

This eclipse will also re-stimulate to some degree the issues were raised during the solar eclipse in 2001.  According to Vedic astrology during this eclipse it triggers Rahu (Confusion) and Ketu (Anger) to aspect the sun. Therefore, many unforeseen and sad events are possible all around the world.  Gemini’s are also the rulers of worries and thus causing situations to be a bit out of control. However, Rahu’s placement (Jupiter) will make things slight bit tolerable. If you would like to refer back to when this kind of energy may have felt like look back at January 09, 2001, November 2003, April 2004 if you can remember that far back.

I can recall in January 2001, I woke up from illusionary relationship and accepted that I must move my self to a higher calling which is to re-examine what I was doing and where I was going.  I tapped into my energy source of my own psyche which I was so afraid of for so long and opened the doors of the unexpected and not to fear the unknown.  While letting go of people who are no longer beneficial to me.  I began to share my gifts which have been given to me through higher calling that I had thrown away for 9 years previous. Dismissing everything that was righteous to escape into the unknown which I called vacuum years later.  I decided to go back to school leaving behind a very profitable career to reach for my dream instead of living in a dream of others.

Since this eclipse is geared toward, learning, educational, communication and seeking the truth.  That was path which was unseen at the time of the eclipse but was not discovered much later on. In 2003, I again changed my major in college during the eclipse and changed it again in 2004 eclipse.  The eclipses were all about starting something new when the old was getting boring. It was also about exploring the depths of relationships which were mentally, physically and spiritually exhausting me while serving others and finding a median.  Whatever, I grasped during the eclipses I was always led to leave things that were never useful and spiritual.  If it meant I left friends and relationships to have a higher calling than that is what the eclipses did.  Look back and see how career, money and relationships transformed you? And are you prepared to do it again? If you are are you learned? Or will you do something with pride and knowledge or will you repeate the same mistakes?

This eclipse falls in areas of communications whether it is news about your next door neighbor, your ex or global events it will most defiantly get your attention.  Everyone will be talking it may even feel like you have information overload.  Sagittarius also rules learning, teaching and travel.  But it could also mean publishing and writing it is about upgrading already learned skills however, it can be quite negative people who are born within 5 days before and after December 21st may be affected by this eclipse which may bring some issues to the surface. But don’t forget we will all be affected one way or another since its hard not to have at least one mutable sign in your chart.  At the same instance the eclipse urges you to expand your work or go on a vacation.  But having this during retrograde may impose some problems.

When a lunar eclipse occurs, the earth is passing between the Sun and the Moon, creating a Full Moon as we experience every month – but in this case, the alignment is perfect – the occultation of the Moon complete. The intensity of the Full Moon is great, yet she is totally covered for about an hour by the earth’s shadow. You might even see violet, orange and possible blue moon. The Sun and Moon are occupying opposite Astrological signs, therefore emphasizing the particular polarity inherent in those signs. During the period of occultation, the Moon’s supportive light is temporarily we may experience a crisis of need, and the particular sort of lack depends universally upon the astrological sign in which the eclipse occurs, and personally upon the natal astrological house (realm of influence), as well as the major aspects made to natal planets.

This eclipse is predominantly relationship oriented – and our associations with others can be severed, challenged, or suddenly welded together as the shock calls one to action. This eclipse centers on the home and family.  We may be deeply considered about our feelings and needs within the context of the house, sign and planetary aspects affected. To fully appreciate the potential in the lunar eclipse, we must explore both houses and signs that are brought into play. Where the Moon (Gemini-communication and fickle-mindedness) is – we can confront our demons, old habits and fears, and where the Sun (Sagittarius-truth and learning) is we may find the means to embrace a release from whatever bondage we experience in life through our creative efforts. In any event, there are opportunities for deeper understanding, and finding a balance in our lives.

Mystery of mysteries, the Moon calls to the visionary soul to wake and drift in kingdom beyond the rational, the lucid, and the solar daytime self… It is time to travel in the dreamtime, listening to your sixth sense, seeking answers in ancient memories deep within your unconscious… Release your hold on the mundane now; don’t try to have it all make sense? Keep a dream diary, and open to moon whisper… Work with divination; don’t be in a hurry and embrace forms of magic that let the mind float free… It is time to be a lunatic, and worship the ever-changing beauty of the night…

While the moon is in the dualistic sign Gemini, people may never make up their minds.  With the Gemini ease of seeing both sides of everything we feel more flexible, unpredictable and garrulous.  It is a good time to write, take care of tasks that resemble mathematical puzzles, make speeches, or just let ideas fly through the clouds.  Intellectual pursuits and mind games may become more inclined to rationalize emotions.  A spontaneous tongue may hastily express things that are only true for the moment.

You have a need to continually express your feelings. You are quick to arrive at a logical solution for any emotional problem – and will jump right in to provide a helpful opinion. Your feelings may switch on you. You see the various aspects of a situation, and bend and adjust to others. This could make you appear fickle or two-sided, but it is really the sign of an open mind. You nurture others by staying in friendly communication. You need to relate to your mother as a friend and keep in regular contact.

The Gemini moon stimulates your curiosity. Interesting ideas appear constantly, like doors opening up to reveal other doors. Now is the time to make connections, perhaps via e-mail or telephone. Explore your garden, learn from it, but don’t plant.

The Moon in Gemini also brings time of communication and versatility. People may feel very talkative and curious. This is a time to pursue intellectual interests and to take care of communications both verbal and written. Like the Twins that symbolize Gemini, people may be able to see both sides of a problem, but they may also be fickle and restless, unable to make up their minds. Caution needs to be taken to avoid saying something in haste that will be regretted later.

Allow the heavy burdens of the past months to drop away. You should swim like a light being and an angel of the heavens, in the harmonious seas of bliss and peace. I strongly suggest taking your aspirations that you have made last month and cross them out one by one.  Remember never beg for your aspirations.

It is my suggestion to bring out those aspiration papers again and cross off the ones you have already have changes and make new ones.  Also I suggest to purchase a Yellow candle carve your name on it and anoint it with sandalwood or frankincense oil and chant the following chant: “”I ask to find the inner light of my creativity” I wish for the universe to help me achieve the recognition that I desire.” “I pray that I may find the strength to take chances with my creativity.”  Along with Psalm 7 every night until the next new moon phase this will be January 3, 2011.

Since, moon in Gemini tends to be Friendly, Witty, Aware, Rational, and Flighty. The Airy Gemini Moon gives our heart wings of delight… friendly chats, neighborly visits, community interest and a bit of change-your-mindedness.

You may also choose to recite a mantra every morning until the next moon cycle. Remember that with all applications of psalms and mantras achieving the desired result is depended upon the quality of intention, and when it comes to finding a satisfying relationships and success, it is of the greatest importance to begin with a clear understanding of what your goal should be. The mantras can be hard to pronounce for many but it is a powerful source of energy the mantra for Gemini moon is:

Om Veshnu Namaha

(OM Vesh nu Na Ma Ha)

This Siddha mantra uses the universal elements that govern each charka: Earth, Water, Fire and Air.

For the lunar eclipse

Om Chandrakia Namaha

(Om Chan dra Kia Nam aha)

The intention of this mantra is to call upon the God of protection and harmony to give you internal and external peace without uncertainties.

Please note these are general tendencies, and highly recommend that you make an appointment with Lee Stillwaters to find out how this eclipse will affect you.  Most of the time Astrology is a guide to what is coming in the future and Astrologers are able to give you a glimpse of what you can expect. At the same time Vedic readings are also quite important because it uses the aspects of the sun, moon, karma, dharma, destiny and spiritual inclinations to predetermine what is about to come so that you can modify your life to have the most benefits from the eclipse.

I will be offering 6 months personal in-depth reading starting the 22nd.  Which will be encompassing areas of life that may not be touched upon by an Astrologer and Astrologer will touch upon areas which I am not able to uncover.  Together you can amplify the best of both worlds and create a destined path of your choice.

Additionally please note I am not a Astrologer nor claim to be one and the conditions of this information is completely general so that you can get a basic notion of what you can expect. Vedic reading encompasses a basic notion of how we live in the physical world and how we can change our destiny to be written in pencil never a pen.

Wishing a safe journey through the lunar eclipse and a wonderful holiday season.



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